today, i'm so exhausted. because of my sport club. well, not really like a club.. but yes.. maybe.

today, i was a bit excited about physical training my club held, but i regretted that i didn't absent. my senior is blaming me off, me alone. well, not really stab my feeling anyway, just after that, she really was kind to me.

it's almost holiday but why i'm feeling not excited. just, ordinary.
is it because i'm too tired phisically and mentally today?
well, think it will change by times.

emm, bad thing again. now i'm alone at my sister room playing laptop. BUT WHAT THAT SOUND FROM THE OUTSIDE? the creepy sound..

today, i'm so spacing out that i can't think properly. i need to have fun. damn! i'm getting to hate my pessimistic and overthingking side!

i've told you before... am going to delete some of my deviations, k k k k k ?! and sorry for the devs you already favorited (too confidence)

aaaaaaarrrrgggghhhhhhh i'm going crazy about my school !!
no thing like aMathemagicz
Geographun is just a total bullshit
why does every Engleeeeshhh teacher is always annoying blabbersome as ever !
why is there a Marjinal Law in this world
*oh. whatevers*

please excuse those annoying brag.

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i have some kind of plan. i'm going to active to submit thingy again.
but JUST a plan.
since,
1. it's pretty hard to install my scanner program and hard if i have to move it from place to place evrytime i want to (just) submit deviantion.
2. i can't use photoshop ! well, i can.. but that is just a really easy action like, give an effect, rotate, and.. the begginer thing! i don't know about layer, gradation, colouring, line, etc ! i know this is lame. anybody feel like teach me?
3. i can submit photos and kind of dat. but, it's a little hard to find the good object. i adore those pro photographer ! applause
4. my school give me no time to breathe (dramatic words), even so, i keep on inspire and (if i can) share it out (my language is soo freak)

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tch, fine, we will end this.
i need to done the economic homework and study for that damn geography otherwise, i'm dead.
not really.
but before i get ready to start study, i'm going to eat my snacks while finishing reading my comic :[] ahahahah my bad !

Auf Wiederheseeeeeeeen

auauauaauau my stomache is damn hurt!
it's because i ate three different spicy eatable and a hot milk for sahur!!
oh right, we, muslims, are having a fasting month.
so please, forgive my mistake that happened to you.
okay, relax, i forgive all of your mistakes to me.

that's all from me sorry i need to finish this quickly because i'm heading to my damn school yet i haven't put my socks on !!!!!!!!!!!!!

[UPDATE]

announcement !
i'm planning to erase plenty of my deviations and place another in some time.
i HATE mid exam ! loathe ! screw ! for about 16 examination subjects i got no remedy just... about... 3 subjects. cool, me rule.

Auf Wiederhesen !

thursday 23/8/07

just like an ordinary day.
study study study at school.
but today i successly brought some problems ! yeah !
some of them i couldn't tell ya here.
but OF COURSE the other one is related to my score.
my exams score are really 'fascinating'.

everyday is a tiring day. like yesterday yesterday and today.
yesterday i slept at 12am and regretly had to woke up at 4.30
today with the problems remained at my head, i went to PIM to after my mother.
i walked all the way longggggggg
from the east of the PIM to south of the PIM and went south again and back to north. like what my legs made off?

i wish i could feel hibernation dude.

today i was about to graduate. i mean, i WAS graduated.
and thanks God my final examination score (NEM) is not bad.
i suppose for me it's enough. even this living thing -> is a bit far above me.
but i'm not totally free. i do, but i SHOULD think about my next high school and my.. future.

if only you would share a bit time to choose..
which kind of school do you prefer..

A. a riot one, need a lot of hardwork, but another new experiences (a.k.a 70)
B. a peaceful one, lot of tiring activities, but make us smart in a ... ZZAP! (a.k.a Labsky)

closure.. CONGRATS FOR FEDHAVISM and so long !
hope we keep in touch. (paling nanti ktemu di PIM)